Another day | happybot's Blog

Ok, its another day. Still here. Still in pain. A lot has come out of me, poison that is. Likely much more buried inside. One day, baby steps etc etc yada yada yada. Knowing it doesnt make it any easier. As long as I keep in motion.

We grow physically, plants grow, constantly, our cells constantly grow. Ever renewing itself, ourselves. Responding and changing to the environment.





I see that as oppurtunity to , a chance to , go on. A tree caught in a forest fire that survives doesnt despair for its fellow trees. Or if it does who knows? It keeps growing, repairing the damage. Growing around the scars. It may never be the same but It still llives, it still needs sun and water and nutrients.



If i seem happier now, well, I got a call back from a job for an interview. I am excited. Landing the job will ,despite make me more tired through the week, solve so many other problems.  Ok, I see it as a light in the tunnel.



I spoke with my wife on the phone a few times today. We discussed the kids, how each was doing. Nothing tramatic as she said she is still trying to maintain a happy home withthe kids, not let them know whats going on.



I am sure God is shielding me from from ... well the pain.   And like Forrest Gump said "Thats all I have to say about that"